I feel happy, February, Weeeeeeeee

February is ending in two days. Cliched, yes, but time went by in a matter of a few finger snaps. The last time I updated was during Chinese New Year, and I was back at home in Ipoh. Now, as I type, my mind is at last, in peace, with the way things are. At least, for most of the things that I usually rant/rave/bitch about. Once, in a really really long time, I felt the weight on my shoulders lessen.

There are some things, I realized, that I shouldn't give a fuck about. And you know why? Cause you ain't gettin' any attention from me. I've come to a point whereby I'll drop it, and make peace with what I have. Life is not all that bad, but there's that one or two thing(s) that really bugged the shit out of me for the past couple of months. And it's not getting anywhere. It's not getting ME anywhere! Hence, I've decided to tell myself, "you are not worthy of me, period"

 The newly transformed me will forge new alliances! So far, 2011 has been good to me. I enjoyed a great deal of most of my time, compared to the old, pessimist a year ago. Okay, I have not fully changed or anything, I still do enjoy my quiet moments, contemplating surroundings etc. But, recently, with a wave of sweet awesomeness that surged my body, mind and soul, things are doing good. Things are well. Taking the high road, taking in life as it is, right now, at this very moment.

My February was great. For the very first time, I celebrated Valentine's Day! Okay, it's with a bunch of friends, and college and stuff, but still, I spent Valentine's Day! Valentine's and cupcakes. 

What a day to begin, upon returning back to KL. I'm sure there are many out there who had awesomer Valentine's than mine, but I enjoyed my day, with great company and good conversation. What more can one ask? Lovely, lovely day. 

I began reading Anchee Min's Empress Orchid. I had my eyes on it for years, wanting to purchase it from the MPH store. I never did give up, so when Bookxcess had them in store, I booked and got them immediately! And at a way lower price than the original!

Empress Orchid is a historical novel that depicts the life of a humble Manchu girl entering China's Imperial Palace as a concubine, and later on becoming one of China's Empress Dowager. I'm finishing it soon, and I feel happy. Cause I have the sequel to it; The Last Empress. Ke ke ke.

And speaking about books, I love it when I swipe my card and purchase new things. I bought them books the other day and paid with my card. Felt so good. It's a debit card, and the moolah is my pure blood, sweat and tears. I worked hard for it, so when I spend, it feels good. But of course I don't do it all the time. Pokai loh!

I climbed a tree for the first time! Well, I had some help, a boost up by a stronger human, but I was up, almost up, on a tree! Yay me! 

Felt so Tarzan and Jane. But bonding with nature, trees, parks and stuff, it's all good people.. It's all good. And what's best about chilling with nature? Some good music, like, Here Comes The Sun. 

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right 

 Trying new things! The joy of trying new things is awesome! Even though it was something so different, but the feeling of accomplishment and joy from trying new things is so good. I was at Sunway Pyramid the other day with a friend, and we had Middle Eastern cuisine. I am not a huge fan of it, but I don't hate it. These people eat in big portions! Thank god for sharing is caring. The bill came to a total of..... let's just say it was a good, different, PRICEY meal. And I was made fun of for spending so much on a meal. Recurring jokes! I had a great time, good conversation, a wholesome meal, impeccable service, heck, why not eh?

I don't know why, but I feel good today. Like, better than other days. Maybe it was from yesterday, I don't know. I just feel happy. Maybe I'm about to finish my book? Or maybe it's just.. things are alright, and that's why I'm happy. Anyhow... To more happy days ahead! :D :D :D