It's a shitty day if you;
1. Lost your wallet
2. Have no money, no ATM cards, no ID, no condo access card, NOTHING. Well, cause the wallet is gone!
3. Have two assignments due tomorrow (mind you, they are not just ANY assignments, one of it is a full-fledged advertising campaign of radio scripts, tv commercial scripts, tv storyboard to draw/design, print ads to design... Just kill me right now?)
4. Didn't have any solid food for 26 hours
5. Puked in the middle of the night
6. Did not have any sleep
7. Have people rubbing it in your face that you lost your wallet, "Oooo, you donated money to people?!" ,,|,,
Do I still need to go on? I think seven reasons is shitty enough to convey how miserable and depressing my day was. It happened some two weeks ago; 11th August 2011. And boy, it wasn't cool. Not cool at all. And even though this is not (or shouldn't be) considered shitty; walking in on two schoolgirls making out at the washroom in McD, NOT COOL! *traumatized*
All these emotions have relatively simmered down, but the feeling of not carrying any solid, physical cards, or identity, saddens me. Yes, I do have my temporary IC, which is in the form of a paper, but still. I'm struggling really hard to not use my miserable leftover money (harta bendaku hanya tinggal kurang daripada RM50, siapa yang nak ambil atau curi, usahlah..) It's been two weeks. I made an IC replacement. Went to the police station three times. Walked around aimlessly in Taman Tun..
At that point, I really hated myself. Why am I so careless? Why didn't I just stay put in Starbucks and not go anywhere? Why didn't I think properly of the consequences of doing this and that? ZOMG. Nevertheless, what has happened, already did. Even if my wallet were to magically appear, it wouldn't mean much to me. The bitch/slut/mo fo probably took the cash away. Some miserable 30 or 40 ringgit. Goodness. Bukannya LV or Gucci, you want to take the money, okay fine, take it, but at least just give my IC, and other important things back lah. Wang tak penting, bagi jer IC balik. Sigh.
Right now, I'm seeking for fun and adventurous things to do in KL. I'm really interested in this shooting range (can release my anger and rage kau2!), paintball, lasertag, and gluttony trips like no other! And that is after I receive my salary from Roy Morgan. And not forgetting, massive shopping spree! Wallet-replacement, shoes, heels, clothes, flea markets and bazaars here I come!
Even though the incident that took place was pretty shitty, but there were some interesting events that followed. If it weren't for it, I wouldn't have a new IC with a much better picture. And wouldn't have met some interesting people. I wouldn't have pushed my boundaries to do certain things to achieve what I really want to achieve. So, in a way, it's not exactly that shitty.. Although I prefer if I hadn't, so much money to fork out. Hu hu..
All these emotions have relatively simmered down, but the feeling of not carrying any solid, physical cards, or identity, saddens me. Yes, I do have my temporary IC, which is in the form of a paper, but still. I'm struggling really hard to not use my miserable leftover money (harta bendaku hanya tinggal kurang daripada RM50, siapa yang nak ambil atau curi, usahlah..) It's been two weeks. I made an IC replacement. Went to the police station three times. Walked around aimlessly in Taman Tun..
At that point, I really hated myself. Why am I so careless? Why didn't I just stay put in Starbucks and not go anywhere? Why didn't I think properly of the consequences of doing this and that? ZOMG. Nevertheless, what has happened, already did. Even if my wallet were to magically appear, it wouldn't mean much to me. The bitch/slut/mo fo probably took the cash away. Some miserable 30 or 40 ringgit. Goodness. Bukannya LV or Gucci, you want to take the money, okay fine, take it, but at least just give my IC, and other important things back lah. Wang tak penting, bagi jer IC balik. Sigh.
But really, if only I could say wang tak penting. At that point in time, yes. But now, I'm really struggling with my finances.
My semester has officially ended on Monday. Six subjects, and honestly they were quite tough this time round. So much workload, terrible lecturer(s), and so much drama. Through out the year in college, and from my school days, I've never been that worn out. At times, I just feel like running away, or falling into that rabbit hole. Some remedy is better than none, no? Even if it's just an escapism from the whirlwind life which we all live in, no harm in partaking these lil forms of pleasure and release.
Right now, I'm seeking for fun and adventurous things to do in KL. I'm really interested in this shooting range (can release my anger and rage kau2!), paintball, lasertag, and gluttony trips like no other! And that is after I receive my salary from Roy Morgan. And not forgetting, massive shopping spree! Wallet-replacement, shoes, heels, clothes, flea markets and bazaars here I come!
Even though the incident that took place was pretty shitty, but there were some interesting events that followed. If it weren't for it, I wouldn't have a new IC with a much better picture. And wouldn't have met some interesting people. I wouldn't have pushed my boundaries to do certain things to achieve what I really want to achieve. So, in a way, it's not exactly that shitty.. Although I prefer if I hadn't, so much money to fork out. Hu hu..
Till then! Since I'm free from college for now, let's hope for more blog updates. :)
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